yeah feeling physically ill from stress is weird like im so mentally and emotionally tired, my body is just goes “nope, im not gonna let you deal with this any more, nope you’re grounded”
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: CHAOS
- Eye Color: Ble
- Hair Style/Color: Dark brown, mid-long curly, always down
- Height: I think I’m around 5’ 4”?
- Clothing style: jeans and a t-shirt for the win
- Best physical feature: I like my hair. Also my eyes. Also my hands.
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: people i care about dying, me dying, being underwater, other people being underwater, abysses
- Your guilty pleasure: THIS SITE. also crappy avengers fanfiction
- Ambitions for the future: I WANNA WRITE BOOKS AND GO TO SPACE
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: FFKJKAJAAAAAAAHHHHHHHFUCKINGHELLSHUTUPSTUPIDALARM
- What you think about most: My stories. Also space.
- What you think about before bed: Okay, let’s progress. We figured out that part of the story, but what happens next? I know I want the character to meet this other character in this place, so how am I gonna get her there?
- You think your best quality is: My empathy. Also, (and i know this sounds cheesy) but I really do believe I have a very caring heart, and there’s pretty much room for anyone in there.
LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Never been on a group date so gonna say single
- To be loved or respected: Huh. Is there a difference? That’s like loved vs feared except they’re both positive… so… I’mma say respected because I’d rather have people respect be for doing things that are true to my beliefs, even if it doesn’t make them love me
- Beauty or brains: BRAAAAAAAINS
- Dogs or cats: Don’t even ask me this question. I AM A PUPPY.
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Uhh… doesn’t everyone? Mostly harmless little ones, embelishing stories, did you brush your hair today yes i totally brushed my hair today is your homework done yup done are you doing hw yup totally not on tumblr
- Believe in yourself: I guess… most of the time
- Believe in love: Yep
- Want someone: Uhh… like, someone in particular? To be what? To be someone I’m dating? Because yup got a few of those and oh man oh man do I want them in my life
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yup!
- Done drugs: Nope
- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: PURPLE
- Favorite animal: PUPPIES
- Favorite movie: AVENGERS
- Favorite game: like, board game? computer game? I LOVE munchkin and I also really like magic the gathering
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: Monday
- How old will you be: ze age of DOOM
- Age you lost your virginity: Nope
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: SMART. And I don’t mean book smart I mean can you like be smart with people around you. Do you see them, and use your brain? Also being a total dork is a plus.
- Best eye color: Don’t care
- Best hair color: Don’t care
- Best thing to do with a partner: SCIENCE! Also like, watch movies and play board games and go on adventures
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: too much. I get too attatched.
- I feel: everything! Goddamit I’m sick of feeling everything
- I hide: because I don’t want to get hurt. And I don’t want to hurt other people
- I miss: you.
- I wish: I could fly.
I would kill a person for this horse.
Like, I don’t even mean kill in exchange for this horse. If this horse asked me to kill a person, I’d just do it.
"He rides across the nation, the thoroughbred of sin…"
DID YOU JUST
modern day icarus with burns on his back and full of bitterness and throws out cynicism but sometimes he just looks at the sun like it’s the best thing in the world (◡‿◡✿)
just got back from the vet. you guys know what my dumb dog did?
he sprained his tail. from wagging it too hard. this is the stupidest thing.
You can’t give me orders!
The hell I can’t! I’m a Captain!
I AM HERE FOR THIS QUESTION.
I’m about to blow your mind.
Today I was feeling especially shitty about gender binary, and how it’s acceptable to be androgynous only if you’re young, thin and pretty. I hear people talking shit about old “men” who wear makeup and “look ridiculous”, and I feel like they’re talking about me because one day I’ll be old and wrinkly and maybe finally brave enough to wear whatever the fuck I want. So I doodled these to cheer myself up, as a kind of a “fuck you” to assholes and a “love you” to fellow genderqueer people. Let’s grow old together and be awesome. <3
do you ever check how much time there’s left of an episode just to make sure they won’t stop there